vitamin k: under an influence


When faced with a conscious rejection of my reality, recently, I stood up for myself -- I literally stopped my car and told the person to get out. I think they thought I was joking but I was not. We were only about a thousand yards from the destination, so it was not like I was stranding them. But it was a very painful split.
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source: true story

So i'm riding in her car down Gary ... she, giving me a ride ... I thought, me on my way to the beach ... her,  on her way across the bridge.  She tells me she is going down this way instead and matter of fact, get out.  So here i am on foot no change in my pocket on that long stretch from downtown San Francisco to the beach ... long way to walk home ... long way to walk to the beach.  And i don't even know what is being rejected ... what perceptions clashing .... what alienation manifesting ... just feels like extreme oblivious disregard ... oh so easy for the driver to go all the way and jump on the bridge around the bend.  Especially since i have just hired her.

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  1. katya mills
  2. san francsco
  3. gary
  4. the medium
  5. alienation
  6. golden gate bridge
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