I am a variable


I never did ask myself the question,  “Who am I?” … until gurus pointed it out as something that I should know directly … that were i to know it, i would instantly feel a #qualia relating my #BeIng to the #SpiritualWorld … the impression i got was that it would be some kind of #Satori … some kind of awakening of my #BeIng.





 

#inprocess to be continued ….

null Strangely enough this thought went way beyond what i said in its body above … it has been a long time in recent moments and that train of thought is not current in my mind … but it was quite distinct … i have no doubt that it will emerge again.

Tags

  1. who am i
  2. spiritual world
  3. physical world
  4. qualia
  5. BeIng
  6. SpiritualWorld
  7. Satori
  8. Gertriude
  9. consciousness
  10. MultiVerse
  11. ConsciousnessCenters
  12. AlanWatts
  13. Ego
  14. insides
  15. outsides
  16. exist
  17. fidenity
  18. MeThinks
  19. Egoo
  20. Zen
  21. CenterOfConsciousness
  22. manifold
  23. membrane
  24. othernness
  25. DuraMater
  26. family
  27. epidermis
  28. inprocess
  29. GenericBeing

Comments


Si says
After sitting with it for a week, can’t say I get this one. Ain’t saying it’s wrong or anything … would have to get it to say about it. I just don’t.   null

Seth says
mark pointed out today that a focus of a  #consciousness  could be centered at a point in a context #MultiVerse … (seeAlso  #CenterOfConsciousness  in thought 21692 in mark’s group]).   He had a unique way of saying that but that thought is currently private so i don’t know how to quote his exact words.  
 

It dawned on me that if i am that focus of a #consciousness then I am the variable referred to in this thought.  

seth

A wierd way of saying something but that is the best i can do at the moment.

This is related to “killing the ego” as mark put it recently … or as described elsewhere by #AlanWatts in his #Zen book  The Book: On the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are” also in a youtube “About: the real you - alan watts - youtube”.  

But we don’t “kill our
#Ego” … that would be silly … we need the structure  of  the separation of our #insides from our #outsides to even #exist.  (which story is obviously debatable).  

So what is it that we kill to be able to freely navigate (vary)  the
#fidenity or our #ConsciousnessCenters … well #MeThinks it is obvious …. we kill our #Egoo

and i don’t care what you say this shit is deep sum nullnull … and yet it is simple.
the toothless foodie mixing something up with you

Seth says

Si says

Si says
Okay. Lot of fun and good stuff in there and lots I agree with … but the variable part, still nope … can’t hold it’s concept in my thoughts.

Maybe it will click someday … not excited to try to hard for that though … it’s quite okay with me that you get it and I don’t. null Plenty of other roses to smell.

Seth says

Seth says
perhaps me saying “i am a variable” is just a more dramatic way of saying that “i change”.   it’s very much like you saying that you jump within different #MultiVerse’s.  i look on it as a #manifold and its edges being the #membrane separating me from not-me … or myself from #othernness.  I think many people believe that membrane is pretty close to their  #epidermis … others maybe move it closer to their #DuraMater … others way out to their #family … etc.  I just notice that it can be moved or navigated.

Si says

Seth says
interesting to think “I am a variable” with  mark’s  #GenericBeing, and with “the only thingeys that actually exist are unique occurrence’s connected within their context.”.

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